sejambak CARNATION KUNING...

salam guyz...

baru balik dari KL Sentral ni. semalam kak izah mintak tolong jadi fasilitator terjun utk program kt skolah dia. guess i dun have any activities to get busy, so accepted the offer. lagipun x penah lagi bertandang ke rumah dia selama duduk Tapah tu. baby Aisyah pon x penah lagi cubit..hehe..tgok gambar jek. so, ingat nk pegi Tapah terus la tadi amik train kol 5 lebih. tapi dh sold out. tepaksalah beli yg last train scheduled 9.45pm..tengok jam baru kol 4. adehh, lambatnye lagi nk tggu. so i decided to go back home. ade lagi 5 jam nk santai2. boleh la...

ermmm...hujan pulak. paham2la KL ni kalo hujan. belum habis ofis hour pon dh sesak semacam. so i get on the bus and pay for my ticket,singgit jek..thank God, tak ramai passenger yg naik. semua org semedang je dapat duduk. sy sgaja amik seat kt tepi sebab suka sgt layan titis hujan kt tingkap tu. i like rain..so much..as i dun want them to stop pouring the earth..huhu

the next stop, ramai dh orang naik. saya jenguk2 kut ade warga2 yg memerlukan..nk pelawa duduk kt seat sy la..tp mcm sume sihat jek..so sy sambung la aktiviti melayan hujan yg terganggu td...

"Pakcik duduk ye..?"

erk?? adeh..kus semangat.

owh, pakcik rupenya..hehe..mcmla kenal..sy hadiahkan senyum segaris pada pakcik tu kemudian mengangguk. then he sat next to me. ermm..sy agak umo die dalam 70> cmtu la kut. kulit dh lusuh. bibir memerah dgn sireh. pandangan matanya redup amat. mesti pacik ni ensem dolu2 kan?..tp soklan tu skdar melaung dlm hati je la..kang kalo capui sgt mulut ni menyebut, tak pasal2 lak pacik tu ckp sy tgah flirting..hehe,sory ye pacik =)..ermm, tetiba je sy tertarik ngn benda kt riba pacik tu...

"beli utk sape pacik?"

"bunga ni...?"

sy sekadar mengangguk...

pacik pandang bunga tu..lama..dalam..lalu tersenyum..

"untuk isteri pacik..."

waaaa...romantiknye pacik nih...huhu

"cantik..." ikhlas sy memuji. memang cantik jambangan carnation kuning tu walaupun berbalut suratkhabar jek...

"macik memang suka bunga ni..." kata pakcik tu. senyuman masih segar di bibir merahnya.

sy mengangguk lagi. kali ni bukan anggukan biasa. tp angguk yg mmbawa makna kagum. di lewat usia begini pun pacik masih menghadiahkan jambangan bunga untuk isterinya..how sweet..i wonder how they live their life now..tringin sgt nk bertanya. tp mcm personal lak..

"kalau pacik pegi mana2, mesti x lupa belikan macik bunga ni.."

datar pacik bersuara. terlupa sebentar sy pada titis2 hujan di tingkap..terlupa jugak pd semput2 bas yg meredah sesak jalanraya Kuala Lumpur. pandangan terpaku pd pacik dgn sejambak carnation kuningnya. tatau knp..but my heart say..ada kisah suka duka di sebalik birai mata pacik yg redup tu..tetiba sy tefikir sesuatu..

"tapi pacik..kenapa beli carnation kuning?"

Jeda.

"oo..ape nama bunga ni, nak?"

erk?? pacik tatau ke?? errr...cmne nk jawab ni ek...

"carnation pacik..nama bunga ni carnation.." sengaja sy tekan perlahan2 sebutan car-na-tion tu supaya pacik boleh tangkap..

"ooo.." pakcik tertawa kecil.."apa2lah, nak..pacik bukan kira pun bunga ni nama apa. yg pntg macik suka..pacik tahu pggil bunga ni bunga kuning jek"

lahh..pacik ni tatau rupanya nama bunga yg dia dok beli sokmo tu carnation..patutla bila sy sebut tadi mcm tekial2 jek pacik tgok sy. ermm, salah sy jgk...tatau nama melayu bunga ni ape...hehe. kalo dh nama bunga ni pon pacik tatau, apetah lagi makna bahasa cintanya. hmm..as far as i noe, yellow carnation mmbawa makna rejection and disappointment..sy pon tatau mane datang idea bagi makna pd bunga nih..tp mcm tu la yg sy faham sejak sy kecik lagi. setiap bunga ada mksud tersndiri..ros merah utk cinta..ros putih utk rindu..ros kuning utk friendship..padahal kalo tgok bunga tu same je cantiknya..

"dulu..kalo pacik tak sempat beli bunga kuning ni, macik suruh gandakan..kenalah pacik beli dua.." terdengar suara riang pacik bercerita. mesti syg giler kat macik..huhu..

"sekarang??" sekadar memesrakan bicara...

Jeda.

giliran pacik pula mengira titis2 hujan. jauh pandangannya dilempar. lama. err,sy ade silap cakap ke?

"sekarang pacik beli je berapa pacik nak.." pacik tertawa lagi..senang hati tgok.

"tapi hairan juga..skrg bila dia dh tak ada baru pacik tak pernah lupa belikan bunga kuning ni.."

ntah kenapa dada sy sesak tiba2...

"dulu masa dia ada pacik sll kena denda sebab lupa nk belikan.."

ya Allah...macik...

bas berhenti di stesen LRT Bangsar. tak perasan pulak bila bas ni begerak. td mcm semput semedang tak begerak2...

"pacik turun dulu ye..."

sy ekori langkah pacik dgn rasa sebak yg masih menyesak di dada. sejambak carnation kuning di tangan ditatang kemas. sekemas lipatan rindu dan kenangan pacik dan isterinya. sekemas anyaman cinta yg sy pasti..belum ada noktahnya..


p/s: this is a true story..i met the pacik on Rapid KL while i was on my way back home..he sat next to me..and the rest is HISTORY..May ALLAH bless pacik and his dearly macik..ameen..

THRU THE TREES..i'm addicted!!

Salam guyzz..

thru the trees ey? hehe..I AM CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO THIS SONG..SANGAT2 ADDICTED..THE MELODY, THE LYRICS..CAN'T HOLD MYSELF TO LUV IT SO MUCH!! HAHA...here, i'v posted the song juz for u guyz..especially for those who had oftenly visit my spilling zone and kindly left some comments or shoutouts..thank you soooo much..may HE bless =)

this song is a soundtrack from recent Megan Fox's act in JENNIFER'S BODY..sy dh layan filem tu..not bad..scary but funny as well..tp yg tak tahan bole jatuh chenta sbb lagu ni la..konon created and sung by smokin indie band from the city called LOW SHOULDER..gile sy ingatkn dorang tu real existed band..rupanya juz made up especially for the film..chett..the songwriter and real singer for this song is Ryan Levine who plays the guitarist Mick in the movie. two thumbs up Ryan! good job..(^^,)




- Soundtrack Artists Lyrics


ermmm...sory la, clip ni statik je..ekceli i couldn't find the commercial clip for this song..ade ke tak tak pasti pulak..so redah jela bubuh yg ni..janji bole dgar lagu dia..ade lagi satu clip, tp mcm x sesuai utk tontonan warga blogku yg beriman neyh..hehehe..so, dgarla lagu ni ye..hayati liriknya..best!! enjoy it guyz!! LUV YA =)

:: THRU THE TREES I WILL FIND U

I WILL HEAL THE RUINS LEFT INSIDE U

COZ I'M STILL HERE BREATHIN' NOW

UNTIL I'M SET FREE

GO QUIET THRU THE TREES ::

HAKUNA MATATA..no worries

HAKUNA MATATA...(^^,)

ever heard of this phrase? HAKUNA MATATA..sounds weird but cute oso. easy pronounciation n wud probably slip thru ur lips at any time..awal2 dulu sy bekenalan dgn frasa ni mase tgok 200lbs beauty..korean drama yg dia buat plastic surgery sbb nk kuwos..the heroine, i forgot what was her name..she got wonderful talent, but then had to do something on her weight in order to be accepted by society. pity her isn't it..? suara dia mangai pny sedap..tp org hina2 sbb dia gemok n tak lawa. so she decided to do some makeover..not "some" ekceli..but the huge one..

then dh bebulan2 on treatment dia pon dh solid molid..fullaaa..lawa bagai! so she get back on the stage wif new persona. sume org jatuh rahang dibuatnye. termasukla makhluk2 yg sll hina dia dulu. even dorang no idea where this angel came from but they do love her. kata-kata semangat dia "HAKUNA MATATA" siap ade simbol mcm dlm music note kt pictha bawah tu. dia sll sebut hakuna matata, nk grab semangat katanya. owh,lupa nk story..pompuan ni ade crush ngn manager dia. manager die tu pon same gak la. so sad but true, she had to keep the fire on her own sbb dia tu bole cakap dh totally wrapped by plastics. so everytime she had the feeling and the pain for not gaining her love one, dia akan sebut lagi "HAKUNA MATATA" along witha smile =)...ending dia sy x ingat,but u ol might search it on youtube..



2nd time i met this beautiful phrase masa ulang tgok The Lion King. ada part yg Simba bawak diri then diselamatkan oleh dua ekor member tu, Pumba n Timon..sy search kt youtube jumpe pon ngn clip dia. tu sy ade buh kat atas...musti klik, jgn tak klik...miahaha..enjoy watching ey! ;)

"HAKUNA MATATA" is a beautiful Swahilian phrase which means "NO WORRIES".."TADER MASALAH" in bahasa..bukanla phrase ni nk suruh kita hidup sambil lewa..depends on individual thoughts la..for me this phrase is like supportive words or problem-free philosophy (as stated on the lyrics) that requires us to think on the positive side of a problem. bila berdepan dgn masalah, kita sll je mengeluh. keluhan tu sebenarnya yg buat masalah bertambah berat. bawak2 la berdoa ke..pujuk hati supaya sabar ke..berusaha lagi kuat utk selesaikan masalah ke..anything could do but stay urself away from sighing n complaining bla..bla..bla..sekurang2nya fikirkan yg positif..tgok Simba n member2 dia kt atas nu tgah cheering up..comel jek..hehe..jom join skali!..say "HAKUNA MATATA..." lalala...

::: Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase

Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It's our problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata! :::

p/s: entri sebelum ni everlast gunakan "aku" sbg kata gnti diri. but now i use "saya"..why? becoz i think i had to do so..(^^,) papepon...enjoy reading guyzz!